A way Into Your Brain !!

I wish I could make a way into your brain . . .
To get what are in there . . .
Predict when you will steal a look. . .
Or when you will stare . . .

I wish I could make a way into your brain . . .
So that I would simply know . . .
Do you enjoy making me confused!!!
Then why i am be perfectly treated!!! And why I am suddenly abused!!!

I wish I could make a way into your brain . . .
And snoop what are those lousy whispers about?
Would you raise your voice?
Would you mind shouting them out?!

I wish I could make a way into your brain. . .
Because a question should be answered. .
Do you act naturally or you are self-centered????

I wish I could make a way into your brain. .
And reveal what your eyes hide . . .
I want to look through them. .
And picture me in your mind. .

I wish I could make a way into your brain . . .
To follow your feelings and see. .
Are you generally unemotional . . . ?!
Or it is about me. .

RoU,,

Magical Way

Missing you my beautiful dream, how lonely i am and how long nights with out you..

i miss your tender voice that melts my sorrows, breaks my prison free my soul and brings me to you .

with every heart beat i think of you , i miss you, i need you here beside me , i dream of taking you to where you belong to the garden you planted in my life , inside my heart.

i can't remember when you planted those seeds of love inside my heart , i just remember how tender and sweet you cared after them , how you embrace them with your warmth .

i forgot how my life was with out you , as if i never lived before .

i need you for the rest of my life , i could be your slave if you were my master, i could be your prisoner if you were my prison , but the most i love about you is that you make me your queen ,you gave me my freedom and i chose your chains.

i could be your shadow if you just let me near, and i wish you could hear ,love was never for me that clear.

i thought it is a feeling for a need for some one or even a gift you may receive , i never thought that it is a journey not a destination , How fool i was thinking that i may find it that easy before .

Excuse my childish ideas, really you made me grow ... i became a woman only when you put your spell, when you let me see myself with your eyes,

your love is magical , it turns my dreams to reality my days to dreams , i now can't realize what is dream and what is real ...i just wake up to a dream and i sleep to meet you .

Eve,

To My Mystery Man

Dear Mystery Man ,,

Although we didn’t meet yet, but I really miss you !! You are never far from my heart or my mind. . !!

I could spend the rest of my life trying to describe how much you mean or how much you are needed and it still would not come close to the way I really feel. .
And despite all of the burdens I carry day after day, I still manage to smile for the reason that one day you will come to my life & take each broken piece of my heart and put it together like a puzzle. .

Ohhhh Mystery Man, I am tired of searching, and sometimes I want to free myself of thinking of you!! But it just amazes me how the little hope of being yours one day makes life worthwhile!!

May Allah bring us together very soon. . . & till then . .

I will be waiting for you. . Missing you

Yours forever,

RoU

The Story

If I should ever write a story . . it would be about you . .

You would be there between each line of joy and each line of pain . .
You would the reason after . . Every up and every down . .

Every tear and laughter. .
I would tag you in my moments of sensibility . .

and also when I turn out to be insane. .

You would be described as nightmarish as hell seems. .

And more heaven than a heart could have space for. .

You would be known as the one I hate . .

And the beloved I will always adore . .

But Don’t ask me what the end will be about . . Or what will come after. .

it isn't setteled yet . .

Would it be bliss . .

Or just another disaster . . ?!!

RoU,

Brand New Start

I imagine if I have one chance to start my life from the beginning all over again, would I use it , if there is such thing , I will save it till I take all the chances and walk all distances , I may go with out fears of wasting time over bad experiences and wrong choices , I could jump into seas , I could change my mind and climb mountains.

I could listen to what ever my heart says , I could leave my common sense in a hole and forget the place , I would be braver I wouldn’t compromise my happiness .

I will save the chance of return till the late end and I will not have the time to use it then, I will die in peace as a child with a saved chance and with out regrets .

Eve,

A dream About You . .

When I fall sleep I always dream of you . .
I know it doesn’t make sense . . as I think in many things but you . .
So why your fantasy takes me away. .?! It is supposed to be my world . . !!
were the symbols are talking my language . .
Why they are always connected with your soul . . And Why I am always dreaming of you . . . !!

When I dream of you . . it seems so real, so wired, so unexpected . . . !!
I can almost touch you . . . !!
They say a dream is a wish your heart makes . .
Could this be true?!

I am supposed to spend my dreams with Mr. Right. .
Could you be the one . . . ??! O God this is not fair . . .
you don’t even care . . .
It can’t be you . . .!! It can’t be you . . .!!

I wish that I could find a way to let you know . .
You are the only one who have the key. .to unlock my mystery . . .
But You make it so uneasy when we start to talk . .
How could you be so promising in my dreams . . And so impossible in reality?!
Is it really you . . ?!

Sometimes I sense it is meant to be . . Somtimes I think that the way we can be together. .
is only in my dreams when I see you . .
or talk to you . . .




RoU,,

Meeting a soul

Meeting you was very strange as if I know you for ages, I didn’t see you before, but deeply inside me you were a friend but don’t know when, I saw a devil or an angel I wasn’t sure then.

I just feel it now the energy of you.

And how strange it was when you starts to talk using language I used to hear , speaking my words , but what is this I can't hear your voice, you don’t use your lips !!

then I look into your eyes ,you took my energy away helpless I was ,you were saying me with words , swimming in my seas , invading the castle of unspoken me.

You took me with you for a walk inside me we played with my old toys and read my books, and how amazing it was, here I kept them , I told my self .

My dear you , making sense in a non sense way ,showering me with answers for questions I don’t say, leaving me confused, is it a dream or help I should scream

I just met the devil,

Then you starts the game the trick we used to play, are you okay? I tried to answer and you were not listening, you were watching me, trying to calm me and how angry I was, I don’t need games.

Then I discovered the lies, some thing in your eyes reflect my soul and I saw me for the first time and i begin to cry , I was not telling the truth , I am so weak but no one shall see this.

Then you left me Confused with the truth, but how lovely and scary seeing my real me, knowing that nothing will be the same,

Days came and went and now I used to play in my castle, opening the door for hope that you may return.

Eve,